Poetry Of Life
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
seriously!!
my goodness....its 2 in the morning and something kept me up....well tdur plg ku tdi BUT THEN!!!....i got these ANONYMOUS calls.....i mean...like byk...a whole bunch of em....and text msges.....skali i picked up 1 call...i thought it was mnatau my fren or a long lost one.... skali....mula2 he talk fine..cm nada...then he ask wer i live....OMG!!! then it strike me....i ask sapa....then ktanya he's .......someone la tu ah....i ask drimna ea dpt my numbur....ktanya dri 'AFC'.....so here's the thing,,,,its 2 in the morning so my head kinda alum tefigure it out...skali udh pkir bbnr...oh shit!!!snap!!!! i ask lgi sapa gave him the number,,,,ktanya ada this chatter gave them....expose on the chat room...my goodness....seriously.....why is it has to be me?that's why its hard for me to trust people nowadays......seems like i made that mistake again...sigh....hopefuly soon that someone will get what he/she deserve,,,,,
And thanks to that.....i cant sleep anymore....sigh.....and my mind is still thinking why would such person do that...seriously.....did that person ever thought ka what if he/she is in my shoe ryt now....sleep well...then suddenly in the middle of the nyte his/her phone wont stop ringing and inbox full with such filthy txt messages....that would be impossible if that such person won't feel what i feel....geez...
how the heck am i going back to sleep....mun dpt ku eeeeeeeeeeeeee....sigh.....sbr th sja x ah?oh well....
moving on....so....i just graduate last week....i was like....wohoooooo....but too bad....NONE of my family members was there to see me went on stage to get my diploma...yea yea i know its not a big deal..but hey...it is for me...i was like...so down but i make sure that myself keep a smile on my face....so we were there...and we were all in black..the ladies in black bju kurung...and the guys in black cara melayu and all that...some of em have to cut their hair....i feel sorry for them....kinda...then since we were the first to take our certificates.....it was a nervous wreck for some of us...went on stage...and there were cameras all over...with all the flashes....hurts my eyes.....then the torture begun.....we have to wait for the others jua...and it was like....my god,,,can u just hurry up already....the ceremony ends at 12 something i think....then we took some pictures....then go to our seperate ways...well,,,sorta....at home i was so down....so i went straight sja to my room and sleep....sigh.....
i wanna sleep but how....ergh...i so hate it like this....sigh....anyway...off i go....
And thanks to that.....i cant sleep anymore....sigh.....and my mind is still thinking why would such person do that...seriously.....did that person ever thought ka what if he/she is in my shoe ryt now....sleep well...then suddenly in the middle of the nyte his/her phone wont stop ringing and inbox full with such filthy txt messages....that would be impossible if that such person won't feel what i feel....geez...
how the heck am i going back to sleep....mun dpt ku eeeeeeeeeeeeee....sigh.....sbr th sja x ah?oh well....
moving on....so....i just graduate last week....i was like....wohoooooo....but too bad....NONE of my family members was there to see me went on stage to get my diploma...yea yea i know its not a big deal..but hey...it is for me...i was like...so down but i make sure that myself keep a smile on my face....so we were there...and we were all in black..the ladies in black bju kurung...and the guys in black cara melayu and all that...some of em have to cut their hair....i feel sorry for them....kinda...then since we were the first to take our certificates.....it was a nervous wreck for some of us...went on stage...and there were cameras all over...with all the flashes....hurts my eyes.....then the torture begun.....we have to wait for the others jua...and it was like....my god,,,can u just hurry up already....the ceremony ends at 12 something i think....then we took some pictures....then go to our seperate ways...well,,,sorta....at home i was so down....so i went straight sja to my room and sleep....sigh.....
i wanna sleep but how....ergh...i so hate it like this....sigh....anyway...off i go....
Saturday, April 17, 2010
update update update....
Geez...its like batah sudah inda update blog....anyhow......so its like few more days before convo....AND i am so not ready...that means have to wake up early....since diri ane dri tutong...i bet i have to wake up around 5am!!!!! my goodness....
tomorrow kn ke skulah lgi..update series...hahahaha.....i m so damn bored watching the same series lately....wanna buy some movies but too lazy jua....ka-ching ka-ching......if you know what i mean....
what else in mind......hmmmm....aaaa...template....chrismas....sooo last year...krg th mncri lgi....sigh....
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tomorrow kn ke skulah lgi..update series...hahahaha.....i m so damn bored watching the same series lately....wanna buy some movies but too lazy jua....ka-ching ka-ching......if you know what i mean....
what else in mind......hmmmm....aaaa...template....chrismas....sooo last year...krg th mncri lgi....sigh....
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