Poetry Of Life

i drove to work this morning and listening to Christmas songs and i feel so excited for Christmas. then i remembered i have to buy presents. have to buy. but what? then yea work is a lot but loving it so i don't complain much.

i am still wondering what to change for this layout.

and yea.i want to mention that i bought this contact lens early this month and it is great! fits my eyes but then again seems like the degree of my eyes are getting higher but i dont want that. i still prefer like it is now. i just wear contact lens for pampering my eye color once in a while. so december is coming soon which means payday will be next month.

i cant wait for my 50$ escapade gift since i won the bet.

and i cant wait for december. im leaving soon to KK for Christmas and i cant wait to spend times and taking pictures with my family. hopefully after my cousin's wedding we wont be having so much headache as we are now.

going to bed soon.

night earthlings.

xoxo.

early this morning.i drove to work and i was thinking.hey! im gonna write on the blog wat happen today...so i drove with an empty mind.Jo told me...every time there will be people coming and go as it suppose to be.so yea.it was an emotional scene.end up hugging her in tears before i left.then she came sown again earlier today to say goodbye.for god sake, i tried my best not to cry.but yea.end up eating my emotional inside.

so i tried to face my day today..i went lunch with uncle...but then...sigh..i still miss Jo...i know she wont be at MMW anymore sitting there doing her work...she will be somewhere..as she left the office,,,she gave me that smile..saying not to cry anymore...and now...im crying...i didnt know her long but then...when she say people come and go..she is one of the people i wish can just stay with me..teach me to grow myself...

she left me with the song.....'jar of heart'..

lately...i just smile with ache inside...i walked with friends..but then i miss my old friends.....wondering what they are doing..how they are...its pretty sad coz we have to move to our own path of what we choose..

yesterday, i was just a thing where people threw their anger at...macam....shit la you..wat the fuck!blame me?for things i didnt do?for things thats not my problem to care?why?realy wanan see me get angry?gila baie banar...i was angry sudah yesterday but then again..i thought its useless jua fighting with a crazy grumpy old bini2 with no idea of how to control anger..so what if you think you hold the important part..i dont care really...sometimes im fed up when she said 'you easy la paperwork sja but me..all codings...'my goodness..i know la all codings but most of it are just copy paste from internet....DUH!! sometimes malas jua kan melayan...like i said...i miss u guys CST29!...so much...im just hoping for the best for a while....have to hold on...

now im hungry but what to eat?mmm.....