Poetry Of Life
Monday, October 27, 2008
i wanna leave all things behind but in the end..i feel empty...the laughter..becomes the tears..
im strong on the surface..but not insyd,,i want you to know..when the time comes..you WILL feel the real pain that's in me now..and i know you will cover it with your ego...
i forgot who i am..i made mistakes all over..and from the shadow..you laugh see how down i was..
how proud you must be...
i stand...and i dont pretend when i say i care for someone..i dont hurt them...cz i care for them...
like yourself..you know the meaning of sacrifice..and i know the meaning of life..your life is actually full with happiness but you just dont see it..you dont appreciate it..egos...nobody's perfect in this world that's 1 thing that i know for sure..im trying...trying my best to get up..someone is trying to save me..but the truth is i still cant stand up straight...i keep on falling everytime i tried...but im not gonna give up...so do you.,..plz dont give up dealing with your egos..and if you can,,.,forget it and try to listen to what your heart wanna say not your heart..
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im strong on the surface..but not insyd,,i want you to know..when the time comes..you WILL feel the real pain that's in me now..and i know you will cover it with your ego...
i forgot who i am..i made mistakes all over..and from the shadow..you laugh see how down i was..
how proud you must be...
i stand...and i dont pretend when i say i care for someone..i dont hurt them...cz i care for them...
like yourself..you know the meaning of sacrifice..and i know the meaning of life..your life is actually full with happiness but you just dont see it..you dont appreciate it..egos...nobody's perfect in this world that's 1 thing that i know for sure..im trying...trying my best to get up..someone is trying to save me..but the truth is i still cant stand up straight...i keep on falling everytime i tried...but im not gonna give up...so do you.,..plz dont give up dealing with your egos..and if you can,,.,forget it and try to listen to what your heart wanna say not your heart..
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Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Thank You
Those aching words you said...
Each and every word i will remember..
like people always said...
you're happy tday..
but you surely are going to be surrounded by tears the next day,,,
sigh..its a very tiring day..
Each and every word i will remember..
like people always said...
you're happy tday..
but you surely are going to be surrounded by tears the next day,,,
sigh..its a very tiring day..
Thursday, October 16, 2008
voice of a broken heart
For the Love One . .
i smile to hide my pain..
i laugh to hide myself from screaming..
i run because i tried to keep myself away from you..
and i isolate myself because i dont want you to see me crying..
but either way..i know you dont care not even a bit...
my love are all...and i mean all for you..
i keep it tenderly care even though i know it is already ignored by you...
all i have to remember you now is just your touch..
your laugh...your eyes..
every time i hear you talk..laugh..
my heart...feels happy..but ar the same time it aches...
when i know you dont feel like what i feel now...
appearance nowadays are more important than heart...
i just know that....
i really wanna erase this feelings..
i really do..
but as u know...
the harder i tried,,,the pain hurt me inside badly..
i cant even feel myself bleed coz of the heart ache...
those armor of yours....that you're proud of...
im impressed actually...
but because of all that...
im just a little thing that you think not really that important to be thinking about..
and you know what i think about it?
THATS SELFISH!!!
im in pain but still my heart dont wanna let you go!!
and im mad at myself because of that...
sigh.,....
il just try to live like this...
what ever happen to me in the future...
i wont blame anyone but myself....
my heart...
i just love you too much,,,
gosh...
i smile to hide my pain..
i laugh to hide myself from screaming..
i run because i tried to keep myself away from you..
and i isolate myself because i dont want you to see me crying..
but either way..i know you dont care not even a bit...
my love are all...and i mean all for you..
i keep it tenderly care even though i know it is already ignored by you...
all i have to remember you now is just your touch..
your laugh...your eyes..
every time i hear you talk..laugh..
my heart...feels happy..but ar the same time it aches...
when i know you dont feel like what i feel now...
appearance nowadays are more important than heart...
i just know that....
i really wanna erase this feelings..
i really do..
but as u know...
the harder i tried,,,the pain hurt me inside badly..
i cant even feel myself bleed coz of the heart ache...
those armor of yours....that you're proud of...
im impressed actually...
but because of all that...
im just a little thing that you think not really that important to be thinking about..
and you know what i think about it?
THATS SELFISH!!!
im in pain but still my heart dont wanna let you go!!
and im mad at myself because of that...
sigh.,....
il just try to live like this...
what ever happen to me in the future...
i wont blame anyone but myself....
my heart...
i just love you too much,,,
gosh...
Monday, October 13, 2008
14th
my voice.......
now m at umah miez...,,
sigh...yestrday..it was a VERY2 BAD BAD DAY for me..
neway...m gona talk bout tday..tdi pgi,,i was soo down,,,i sat rh tangga,,den within seconds i was hugging c j...its lyk i nid 2 hug some1...n "ea" juz lintasi gnya.,..
wat d heck wrong wit guys nowadays....yg plg truk la ah...,iv been ask 2 go out wit sum1..cm udh pn m wreck insyd,,,den udh kna suh ca2,,its lyk m dead by now....well i m ac2ly,,,sigh,,,gosh..it hurts badly....
P/S: plz...f only u know hw i feel insyd,,,diz love feelings of mine,,,are 4 u,,,and always be.,,,m sorry f u tink dat m useless juz tinking bout u bt i cnt help it...im sorry.....i love u..........
sigh...yestrday..it was a VERY2 BAD BAD DAY for me..
neway...m gona talk bout tday..tdi pgi,,i was soo down,,,i sat rh tangga,,den within seconds i was hugging c j...its lyk i nid 2 hug some1...n "ea" juz lintasi gnya.,..
wat d heck wrong wit guys nowadays....yg plg truk la ah...,iv been ask 2 go out wit sum1..cm udh pn m wreck insyd,,,den udh kna suh ca2,,its lyk m dead by now....well i m ac2ly,,,sigh,,,gosh..it hurts badly....
P/S: plz...f only u know hw i feel insyd,,,diz love feelings of mine,,,are 4 u,,,and always be.,,,m sorry f u tink dat m useless juz tinking bout u bt i cnt help it...im sorry.....i love u..........
Sunday, October 12, 2008
11-10's function....
so....we got diz raya clebration d hall...n it was lyk,,,,fun la,,,d ladies wear d same kain,,apa nya drg..bju skayu aa...ahaxx....so diz is wat happen...kmi clbrte d hall..not d RC lyk lz yer..wich was a bit unfair...p nda apa la..and den d hall it was lyk bbnr crowded.. u noe me...d petite 1..cm tngalam xa..mun udh da tym bgmbr aku ne d blkng,,den udh kna suh kdpn,,i av 2 lyk,,pisuk2 kn kdpn,,wawa,,,kiut aku 2...
wawa...sir suhrdi!! i wan my pixies,,,i mean my klazm8 jua,,,wawawa,,,den afta d fnction kmi k mall...lyt wyg,,,n gez wat,,afta lyt wyg,,c GUR!!!! *scream* ada b blkngku,,,cm gosh!!!! hez hot!!!! damn hot!! kmi lyt ceta "The House Bunny"..f na slhku la,,,uhu,,den kmi brya,,mnymbung xa,,,wawa,,,,n tym2 jln 2,,,i cnt help it but mnangis,,,i juz cnt help it,,,haha,,,,so,,,,,,it was fun la dat tym....too bad nada mz nrly,,,aha,,,*mentng2 td brya rh mz nrly*
p/s: now kmi dua c jur dgr lgu westlife "Unbreakable"..........
Thursday, October 9, 2008
2 hEarts meant to be together
May God bless us all,aLL I wanTeD iS JusT HaPPiness...
not FoR THeM, not foR anyone else...
BuT For u and me...
" Don't let him go...
Don't make me suffer...
Please God,, make me happy.. is it hard??"
i try to be perfect,
But nothing was worth it!..
*****.....
u may not know
u may not understand
u may not here...
But i've been waiting for you...
its Funny when two different people falls in Love...
But not with each other...
And that two different people have to continue Living...
But only one of them is suffering...
'Ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun...
meskipun tiada sorang pun yang tau...'
Done by: Jur
