Poetry Of Life

i wanna leave all things behind but in the end..i feel empty...the laughter..becomes the tears..

im strong on the surface..but not insyd,,i want you to know..when the time comes..you WILL feel the real pain that's in me now..and i know you will cover it with your ego...

i forgot who i am..i made mistakes all over..and from the shadow..you laugh see how down i was..
how proud you must be...

i stand...and i dont pretend when i say i care for someone..i dont hurt them...cz i care for them...
like yourself..you know the meaning of sacrifice..and i know the meaning of life..your life is actually full with happiness but you just dont see it..you dont appreciate it..egos...nobody's perfect in this world that's 1 thing that i know for sure..im trying...trying my best to get up..someone is trying to save me..but the truth is i still cant stand up straight...i keep on falling everytime i tried...but im not gonna give up...so do you.,..plz dont give up dealing with your egos..and if you can,,.,forget it and try to listen to what your heart wanna say not your heart..

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